You needed to do something that would . To know how right he was. He stood in the gym with his hands resting on his hips, his jaw opened slightly and his head tilted to the side. Your scream rattled Bucky to the core, it was a long and pained sound, something so earth-shattering that Bucky almost didnt react in time. Pitchers of different types of drinks, including a couple coffee pots, were jugged down within minutes. Tell him, if it wasnt for him, I wouldnt be where I am right now. It was the best choice you ever made. You didnt want to be alive anymore and you didnt know what to do. how about now? and shes easily distracted so they keep getting annoyed and just handing her random objects like lucky charms or something silly? "C'mon, (y/n). Fluff fluff fluff! See, he whispered so low, you felt his words against your lips instead of hearing them. Pain that numbed your soul and kept your mind blank as Bucky navigated you where you needed to be. Suddenly you felt very insecure about the way you were dressed. Brown eyes, shes short too, Barnes is like a foot taller than she is. Tony shrugged, taking a gulp of his coffee and leaning back in his seat. "I think we got too drunk, and did 'something' in bed." This time his expression was softer, his eyes still held their previous anger, but a careful and worried look was now taking over. Suddenly you grinned, a wide and playful grin. | 18+ | This blog is used for post notifications and ease of access to my work | @moongoddessmox, Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfortWord Count: 2,104. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader Word Count: 1,762 Summary: Bucky still carries the scars of his past and sometimes they haunt him in the present and in the process haunt you as well. And then I ate a sandwich., I had a nightmare, I was stuck living with a man in a metal suit, a man who always wore red, white and blue. Every single hotel room is bugged.. So we all have to suffer without marshmallows just so shell be quiet for five seconds? Clint crossed his arms over his chest, a huff leaving his firmly pressed lips. He didnt seem too comfortable around you, so who were you to force him to spend time with you. I was only gone for like two minutes. You took her phone from her hand and looked at the long list of things she had typed into her notepad. Your arms were leaning on the middle rail of the railing and your chin was resting on your arms. You thought it was fucking awesome that the dude had a metal arm. Hercules narrows his eyes at you, "I always get what I want. And why, when you have important news to share with Bucky, should that change now? After almost a year in captivity, and being exposed to an infinity stone. Ultron laughed seeing a Stark in pain. Y/N already knew of Steves plans to send him on a mission as her husband. The first thing you always did after a mission, was linger in the rooms Bucky would be in. But when your boyfriend dumps you and kicks you out of your apartment, you didn't have many other options. I tried to remember most of what I said though. The mess created in the kitchen is transferred to the dining room, bowls and boxes of food were carelessly put out. Your bangs were sticking up from behind the headband. The pumpkin spice latte became available at Starbucks, the leaves turned into beautiful mixtures of yellows, oranges, browns and reds. savedbyimagination Even after a long, hard, and more than tiring mission. But now, after dating for nearly a year, you werent scared of him. No. Are you gonna eat that? Clint pestered Steve, his eyes trained on the poptart that Steve was inches away from putting in his mouth. When Steve brings home a stray he could not have forseen how the reader would change not only his life but that of his best friend. Not as pretty as you. You rolled your eyes and Tony wiggled his eyebrows. Ill do better; Ill be more agreeable! It was no use though. You tried to act as civil, as nice, as you could, but if he didnt like you there was nothing much you could do. Omg so I had thebeginningof this written and I was so proud of it and it was sogood! Or at least that was what he thought would be appropriate. I have new stuff now, and a nice apartment right in the middle of Boston. You smiled kindly. The rush of electricity and heat that rushed throughout your entire body made a shiver snake down your spin. You would not dare! You stepped away from Bucky who was nearly chest to chest with you. @sultananatalie@srh5605. This time his pace wasnt as fast and his strides werent as long. Nat You scolded her as you continued to turn pages. You cocked your head and scrunched your nose, a small giggle floating past your bubblegum colored lips. It actually seemed to be growing into a larger problem. Not one of the Avengers, or anyone, has ever seen you without your normal glam on. She now had enough information to be able to dive into this mans world. Well, it certainly has been a while, hasnt it? You spoke lightly, your voice flowed so smoothly and calmly. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. It was warm, contrasting the breeze, and made you smile. Your face was scrubbed clean and smelled like lavender from your nighttime face wash, not a single drop of makeup was on your face. The first is that you are completely out of his son's league and the second is that Bucky's going to make you his. Summary: Mutual pining and an android wingman help Bucky and you to admit your true feelings during one of Tony Stark's galas. Like you could. Bucky took a step closer to you and growled in a viscous but sarcastic tone. So close, yet so far.. Im really happy. You found it slightly annoying, yet slightly nice. Sams! You know, people who dont like staying in one place for too long. Steve could see the tears streaming down his face, eyes swollen red and voice cracking with each sentence. It was a final statement, I think shes going to hurt herself. Bucky sobbed, swallowing hard trying to contain himself but he couldnt. You knew this day would come, Bucky would fall in love and go off to live a happily ever after. From that moment on, you decided that you'd ignore Peter until he made a legitimate effort towards fixing your friendship. When you heard your phone go off, you jumped and yelped in happiness. You are my friend, a man Ive come to care for more than anyone Ive ever cared about in my life, and I trust you enough to know that you wont just throw all that weve accomplished together away.. (One year my dad almost set my neighbors house on fire..they never found out though. It looked like you had rolled across your rug for several minutes, causing your hair to look like you had just survived a tornado. And for some reason. What happens when you put it all on As the dust settles on the second 'snap' Bucky has been getting to know Brooklyn again. Currently, you were not glammed up. Am I going to eat this? Steve waved the blueberry poptart around. By 9:00pm you and Bucky were both asleep, you were both wrapped tightly in each others arms. You tried to talk Steve out of it and he said no. Whoever it was, they had quite the nerve to do anything that involved you and four o'clock in the morning. You could feel the cold air fill your lungs as the events of the past few days played before your eyes. Like watched football, watched a scary movie, went to a Halloween party, you know? Art approached you with his lunchbox in his hands. ! Bucky yelled through the halls of the Avengers compound. Chapter 2 - A Fight Between Kings Sometimes we cant get to you in time, doll. He put both of his hands on either side of your thighs. But you assured them you would be fine, and as the time came to pack the bags and move, you found that you reallywerefine. He missed the feeling of you cuddling him closely, he missed feeling your heartbeat and he missed having you near. Before Steve could even speak, you jumped on the heels of your feet and threw your hands wildly in the air. Did you forget I live here, too? You spread your fingers so he could slip the ring on. At the last moment, he looked up and smirked. Summary: You get injured on a mission with Bucky, and he has to stitch you up, which leads to cuddling, and the two of you confessing your love for one another. You cant fool me that easily, Y/n. He deepened his voice when he corrected himself and your lips twitched in a smile. Unwelcome, too, as it was four o'clock in the god damn morning. Music blasts in your apartment and you wait for the muffins to finish baking. Because I want to help you. You insisted, mimicking his actions and crossing your arms. Thank you so much! Remember? He gave you a small smile before proceeding to open his lunchbox and begin eating. Read to find out more! Y/N, I promise you, youre going to get through this. I makes total since and doesnt seem drastically forced in a way that youre like, But why would they pick two people that hate each other for this mission? Like, Steves just a good cap;). You had tried to end it before, to be rid of this life, but it only blew up in your face. Bucky glanced over at the bright screen, his eyes watching as he saw text bubbles start spamming Steves phone, his own blue bubble text disappeared within seconds. Wake up! Natasha had reminded them all that it was a hard day and to just leave you be, if you needed them then you would let them know. I know. Steve took another large gulp of his much needed coffee. It's what we call ourselves, sort of like a team. "I have sat up every night this past month." Difficult things will come your way, but can you overcome them? You had grown so much closer to Steve, grew close to Bucky, and experienced some of the happiest months of your life. Ever since I watched Captain America: Civil War, I've fallen in love with Bucky all over again! I dont frighten you?, You smiled and shook your head. Perhaps that was true until todays argument. You had a couple hair ties on your wrist but nothing jewerly wise. You hardly said a word at dinner and messed with your food lazily, you had an off look in your eyes and you often fought back a yawn. You leaned against the cabinets in the medical lab of the Avengers Tower. The only response he received was a glare from you before you exited the room. His face close to yours as you stared at him. Why has she been sleeping in weird places? Bucky talked quietly, not wanting to wake you up. "You care? he said quietly, a mark of frustration popping in between his eyebrows as he frowned. But today was not a stressful day, it was not a sad day or a painful day, it was a happy day. You continued to walk with Bucky as unhappy thoughts flowed through your mind about the mission beginning. Unfazed by the prejudiced god, she answered You believe you deserve a better guard than me. That morning in the subway you had met Steve, the way he had looked at you when he realized you werent who he thought you were, the explosion in Vienna, the death of TChaka (the king of Wakanda), and every single moment that had followed. But then something really awesome happened, I met some really cool people and they showed me that I wasnt alone. Really? Sam bent down slightly, and rose his arms above his head. Truthfully he was hurt that you didnt make a comment. 5:00am my ass!. Your eyes flickered back to the page full of boring text. Your hair was being pushed back by a thin headband. Lets go to Steak and Shake! Makeup, jewelry, fabulous clothes, perfect nails, not even your hair was ever messy. Oh, them. Tony rolled his eyes painfully slow and you laughed lightly. It was actually going to happen. You were pretty certain that you were the only one up, the whole tower was dead silent, which only ever happens when everyones asleep. Runners.. You left with hardly a goodbye, it killed you to do so but its what had to be done. You paced nervously as you waited for him to announce that he was going to force you to go on a couples mission with Bucky. This time though, you don't exactly fault him. The short, wary glances Bucky would send your way. So how come when this silly boy, with gorgeous eyes and a pretty smile, comes walking up to you that you go stiff and forget how to do even the simplest of things. Even if you wanted to. She requested mutual pining during a Stark gala with the rest of . She kept her mouth shut all though she knew that the couple was a possibility even if you refused to admit it. Everythings just peachy., Right Sure. You smiled mockingly, not believing a single word he was saying. It was from Steve, and you barely got past reading his name before you, 2:35 pm Of course, it wasnt like you were completely happy about moving out across, There were three loud raps at your door. Are you not a child? Steve used classic names like doll or sweetheart. How- Bucky took a step towards you, turning back to look at Tony. "I'm so sorry, for everything." he speaks softly into your ear, a few tears escaping his eyes. Oh I know! TONS OF FEELS. But I am saying that if you made it through the first year, then you can make it through the second year too. Pairing: Bucky x Reader Summary: (AU) Set in New York. But when Bucky handed it to you, he bolted for the opposite side of the room, throwing the book on a chair nearby. Theres been a slight change in plans. The weird movement made a smile start to tug on Buckys face. Youd watch TV or play a game, sometimes you would just find an excuse to hang around the gym while he would work out. I guess one could say you were the type of person that trusted quickly, and . They say eyes are the window to the soul and the last thing you wanted was Bucky Barnes to know you. I cant get it to stop, Buck, you cried into the morning sky. He was swift when he delicately picked up your hand in his, his human thumb moving in soft motions up and down your hands. Not a single one of them suited your toned down style. You thought about everything youd be leaving behind, Buckys face appeared in your thoughts and you sobbed for him. How is everybody? You hesitated before asking. Or will she be sucked back into the world her Mother gave her life to keep her from? I appreciate the comment love! The man was as stubborn as a cattle. Whatre you doing? You threw the question back at him. His hands were on your side, and you didn't know what he wanted until he was pulling you up. Steve had the idea in his head that this would resolve everything, but you were positive it would only make your hate for Bucky grow stronger. You were bubbly, energetic, kind, fast, and most certainly saw the good in just about everyone. All of that you could deal with, it was the flirting that made your cheeks flush and your heart beat a little faster than normal. His body bounced lightly as you stood on his bed jumping up and down. Natasha was watching one of her favorite shows season premiere, one you had already seen the night before. Im moving my body. You bent down and touched your toes, before springing upwards a crossing your arms over your body quickly. Hey Bucky, Nat turned to look at him, she was sitting crisscross in a chair. Just an object for others to use for their personal gain and needs. However, he gets into a freak accident and he ends up losing his left arm. He held your body so tight against his that you thought the force would crush your bones. I mean I could. You sighed, a smirk forming on your face. Y/N, youve both had your chance. We thought we would find you up here. Wanda sat to your right, dangling her legs off the side as well but leaning back on her arms instead of letting them rest on the railing. Steve clicked off his phone and smirked at his best friend, one eyebrow twitched into an upward stance. You two are very close to being assigned on that mission I told you about, Y/N. Your irritation with him today had begun with a comment on how loud you were in the mornings when he was still asleep. When was the last time you properly spent your Fall?. "You're not going to move your seat up are you?" Sam asked. Steve shot his friend another look, but was rescued from answering when his pancakes began to burn, the smell immediately invading the kitchen and the living room, forcing you all to cough and wave your hands in front of your faces to stop your eyes from watering. 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